Mr. Mahendra Ashok Mate - physical and mental abuse

My father Mr. Mate, used to call my mother and me, a 'mahar', i.e. from backwards class person. He used to insult as well as embarrass me either verbally by using dirtiest words, and very upsetting comments, about my 'future personality'.

He never bought me any casual clothes, other than for my school, also stopped paying my school fees. Used to literally pounce upon me, thus cowardizing me.

I want to clarify that both my parents were earning well, but they hated anything I liked and used to give it to any of their family friend's children as a 'gift'. This was during the 90s, I wasn't even a teenager then.

I often complained that I have very tight pants,but they explained that since I eat less I don't need new pants. When I used to eat more rice, since wheat was 'costly', I had no choice but to run towards bathroom, to relieve.

When my father's friends complained that I have swollen stomach, my dad got angered that I couldn't keep my stomach in and used to make me run long both outside and at home, until I could move no more. And then used to bark at me to bring him some water, that if I don't he would beat me up.

Since this trick didn't help either, he bought lots of dry-fruit boxes, and stored them in containers, threatening to abuse anyone who opened them. Then he used to boil buffalo milk without mixing water, and used to make me drink by adding dry fruits to them. This went on for weeks. I badly everyday said that I needed no more milk, since I couldn't think clearly or be upright. I used to beg him to please stop this and make me eat them instead without milk, but he always gave a strange wild smile saying that I deserved this.

I was forced to blunt the sharp broken part of my teeth, by a nail-cutter's blunter. I before had complained for many days that I can't take the jagged teeth cutting my mouth, but he used to smile saying that it's all 'destiny'. Atlast when I blunted my teeth he took me just to embarrass me, to a dentist, but when the doctor said there isn't any need for blunting, just a few medicines to ease the pain. My father bought me home without any medicines, saying that when I feel pain he would bring them. I felt pain at night but he happily exclaimed that it's night and there's no chemist shop open at night. In morning he claimed to be busy for his duties and in evening, claiming tiredness, he used to make me wait for another day. This went on, till he said very nastily that medicines should be taken on time, and that pain might have ceceeded and I don't need them now.

My mother's a cruel bitch. She used to say that my father's job was to bring me shoes and I don't need shoes since I don't go to play. I wore unbearably tight shoes for 10 yrs. And the result is I have abnormally developed feet.

They abused, insulted and embarrassed me, in evry possible way. my mother used to press my testicles every day for four months, just to blame me for not opening the door on time
He always used to say that I would get money, clothes and all that I want when I grew, but he insulted me further by denying me proper clothes, timely food, sleep, usage of toilet. Embarrassing me infront of his friends, also neglecting my health.

I ask u to plese help me get our money, which my father used to buy lands in his mother and sibling's name, telling that it will 'reap fruits one day'. I ples ask u to consider my case, and do the needful. Thanks.

I also want to say that my parents abused me for so long that by neglecting my need thay forced me to try and commit suicide. I ask u to ples give me some help, relief, from the mental trauma I have been in. I will be grateful, that's it.